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Cheated

 

I've been beating up myself, burning in hell
Because I cheated, and I love you
And you're in love with someone else as far as I can tell
I'm defeated, but I'm not through

'Cause I loved you from the moment that I met you
I knew it then, I never would forget you
My feet came out from under
Kissing you I wondered what I did to be let to
Just to get to

And now I'm beating up myself, burning in hell
Because I cheated, and I love you
And you're in love with someone else as far as I can tell
I'm defeated, but I'm not through

Now, I'm lying here with you and I'm not sure
What I should do and what to look for
Was it I who sent you running
Baby, did you feel neglected
Does he make you feel respected
Or was it I who suspected you wanted more

Chorus...
Beating up myself, beating up myself
Beating up myself (...in love)

Copyright © 2000 Alan Ross Bennett

 

Get to You

 

The red pumps and the fake eyelashes
Leather skirt and cheap sunglasses
You really make 'em stare
Rubber-necking at the site of your underwear

In the blue light of the pool table
Slow-dancing, peeling the label back
From the shooter's Red Stripe
Chain-smoking at the thought of where you'll spend the night
But, you won't give head
Lip-service and a drunken confession instead

I see you at the show, you want to walk a mile in my shoes
So, you sing along like you have the blues
But, you don't feel pain
Money from your daddy's running through your veins
I could never get inside of you
No, I could never get in sight of you
But, I would like to get through

So, how do I get to you, how do I get to you

I remember when the summer began I was open,
Hoping to get something started, on the lifeguard stand,
In the sand, eating from each other's hand
Now, I'm broken-hearted, guarded and coping
Guarded and coping

So, I step outside and I'm back on the scene
Tonight I'll meet another Dancing Queen in a halter,
Bellying-up at the altar
Her confession, my obsession
Her conversion, my perversion
Another version of a girl that used to love me
And, when it ended

(And, when it ended, pretended she was above me She pretended but she loved me)

I could never get back inside of her
But, I tried to get back in sight of her
Could never get through

So, how do I get to you, how do I get to you
How do I get through to you

Copyright © 2001 Alan Ross Bennett

 

Could've Been Love

 

Romeo's climbing back behind the wheel
Tire-tracks on the football field
Could've been love
Shoulder to shoulder, trying not to stare
Peepshow-Patty on a folding chair
Could've been love

Could've been loneliness, it could've been lust
Could've been only an adrenaline rush
Could've been love

Bubba got caught and now he's on the tube
Straight-faced as a prostitute
Could've been love
All the king's men want to see him fall
'Cause there ain't no glory in protocol
But there could've been love

Could've been loneliness, could've been lust
Could've been only an adrenaline rush
Could've been love
Could've been the change in a sensitive song
Could've been a lack of anything wrong
Could've been love

It may be biological, it may be psychological
Maybe it's a combination, maybe an hallucination

Mr. Resistor is about to cry
The tender pretender has no alibi
Could've been love

Could've been loneliness, could've been lust
Could've been only an adrenaline rush
Could've been the change in a sensitive song
Could've been a lack of anything wrong
And it could've been love

Copyright © 1999 Alan Ross Bennett

Send Me Someone

 

I thought that I would die when you drove away tonight
I saw your eyes in the tail-lights
, burning
Well, you met someone new and I'm happy for you
But, I'm sad and see the tables are turning

When you were mine I let you go
Always trying to take things slow
So, how come I am crying over you tonight

Please God, send me someone too
You know I don't believe in you
But, I can't do this on my own
Please God, send me someone soon

On your face there's a trace that time won't erase
A place that you save for me forever
But, in your heart, I know, you've started to let go
And, that's good because you should because it's better

When we were breaking up I knew
There was something waiting for me and you
So, how come I am crying over you tonight

Please God, send me someone too
You know I don't believe in you
But, I can't do this on my own
Please God, send me someone soon
Don't let this heart turn to stone
Don't leave me here alone

Copyright © 2003 Alan Ross Bennett

Freight Train Love

 

Freight train love is all I ever knew of
Rolling in and out of view
(repeat)

I don't show this world my heart
I don't know if I'm dumb or smart
I don't show this world my heart

One mistake is all it takes
Hearts can break so easily
Believe me

Freight train love is all I ever knew of
Before I ever knew of you
(repeat)

Now, how am I gonna make it through
These nights of black and days of blue
All the pain of loving you
(repeat)

One mistake is all it takes
Hearts can break so easily
Believe me

Copyright © 2003 Alan Ross Bennett

I Love To

 

I love to at the break of day
See the sun rise on your face
I love to, love to
I love to, love to adore you

I love it when you wear my clothes
Kiss me softly and hold me close
I love to, love to
I love to, love to be close to you

Rain is falling on our window pane
People are calling but we're not answering

I love it when you take my hand
And, show me something I don't understand
I love to, love to
I love to, love to be shown by you

Sunday morning we have dinner in bed
Monday morning you're still in my head

I love to at the break of day
See the sun rise on your face
I love to, love to
I love to, love to adore you
I love to, love to be close to you
I love to, love to
Baby, I do

Copyright © 2003 Alan Ross Bennett

Deserving

 

I've tried so hard to make it to the place I'm standing in
Down the road of my desire, through every state I've been
I've tried so hard to fake it, I'm surprised I've come this far
Never
had a real direction, just a question in my heart

Hey, I ain't no different than I've ever been
After all the searching and suffering
There's an opening and I'm walking in, in, in
And, I'm beginning to feel deserving

So long I've been running, working all the time
Late at night and on the weekends, barely getting by
Ever in transition, ever on the go
Just trying to be better than the day before

But, hey, I ain't no different than I've ever been
After all the searching and suffering
There's an opening and I'm walking in, in, in
And, I'm beginning to feel deserving

I took so much for granted, I thought I had no voice
So many times was stranded because I thought I had no choice
Now, that's all behind me, that was yesterday
Now, that all the certainty is falling away
I can feel my heart again, I feel everything
Love is the sweetest thing and I'm walking in, in, in

And, I'm beginning to feel deserving

Copyright © 2001 Alan Ross Bennett

Cruel

 

I have come to bring you what's in my heart
Nothing in this world can keep us apart
And I have come to bring you all that's gold
Nothing you could do would make me be cold

And you're so cruel, cruel
I can't bear the thought of losing you

So long, so wrong, I have waited so long
Saw you in a dream when I was young
And I have come to show you, I've come far
I have come to know who you are

You're so cruel, cruel
And, I can't bear the thought of losing you

So I pretend I'm just a friend
And you'll never see what you mean to me

Cruel, I can't bear the thought of losing you

Copyright © 2000 Alan Ross Bennett

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